well hello tumblr my old friend…
so i know its been FOREVER since i posted… which doesnt really matter cause i doubt anyone actually reads my stuff (i dont really care though). anyhoo i wanted to catch yall up on whats been going on. mainly my number one focus right now.. ME… as in my body.
i got SOOO fed up with how i looked and was very depressed because i hit a top weight of 215 lbs.. so i’ve started going to the gym and going for walks and eating less (a side effect of my add medicine). and ya know what? going to the gym and moving around isnt a chore anymore. its something i actually enjoy now. that by itself is a pretty big accomplishment if i do say so myself… and in early september i was 215 lbs and noooowww *drumroll PLEASE* i’m down to 187!!!
while i’m fairly certain that i’ll never be a size 2 (cough cough ALEX..totally jeal of you btw lol) i figure a 9 or a ten would be perfectly reasonable.. right? i mean i have a bigger build.. as in i dont have the bone structure to be a 2 or hell probably even a 5 so i think a 9 or 10 would suit me just fine. AND once i hit my goal im going to join a rowing team.. best exercise EVER.
basically heres how i see myself ideally… lose weight to get to a size 9 or 10 (and actually STAY there…which will take some work), grow my hair back to a longer length (i thought short would look good but i miss my looong hair) and keep it dyed to a dark brown (i recently dyed it a dark brown to cover the red dye til it grew out but the brown is fading and the red is back… this might take awhile… grrr… anyone know how to make your hair grow faster? i take good care of it… keep it trimmed and free of dead ends but it just wont grow…
anyhoo thats about it for now.. i’ll add pics as i hit landmarks on my path to a skinnier me