December 2011
3 posts
“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect....”
– Bob Marley (via couplesinlove)
well hello tumblr my old friend...
so i know its been FOREVER since i posted… which doesnt really matter cause i doubt anyone actually reads my stuff (i dont really care though). anyhoo i wanted to catch yall up on whats been going on. mainly my number one focus right now.. ME… as in my body.
i got SOOO fed up with how i looked and was very depressed because i hit a top weight of 215 lbs.. so i’ve started going...
June 2011
2 posts
wow
i can’t believe how long its been since i posted. feels like forever. well i guess some updates are in order
i finally moved out. im in a house with my bff right across from school which is good. i’m totally enjoying engaged life :D other than that life is pretty good right now. i cant really complain. i’ve made some new friends, lost some old ones but i dont really care because...
March 2011
1 post
February 2011
18 posts
what just happend here?
just so you know. i’m only putting this here as opposed to facebook because i’m pretty sure no one on here knows who i’m talking about…
anyway, so at like 9 tonight i get a call from one of my best friends… shes crying harder than i ever heard her cry before. so i’m thinking some stuff went down with one of her friends. now you need to know that she just found...
Watchjulierenee:
yeahimawildflower:
this is the stupidest thing i have ever seen.
waste of time.
So bad. But it’s So good. Watch.
HAHAHAHA totally made my day :D
why do guys do this??
so this guy i know is going out with a girl he’s gone out with before.. no big deal right? WRONG…. she’s a psycho BITCH. she only goes back to him after she claims to have a miscarraige with her current boyfriend. she’s been doing this since HIGHSCHOOL. and he hasnt realized how bad she is. he’ll be with her and sooo happpy and in love then she fucks him over and he...
julierenee asked: wow emmie, that would be amazing. sounds like a great book for where i am in life right now. and guess what? i'm even going to be in stl in another two weeks. could we meet up, perhaps? :) thanks again. really.
well pretty much had a mardi gras...
or it feels like it. my uncle died yesterday and i’m more upset about it than i thought. it also doesnt help that the wake and funeral are so soon(sunday and monday respectively). so chris decided to take me out to a hookah lounge with another couple friends of ours. it felt so good to just sit and talk and laugh and smoke…and smoke…and smoke… we sat there for almost 4...
“Sometimes I feel like there’s a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times...”
– Sally Owens - Practical Magic (via quote-book)
(not actually true in my case… but it’s beautiful none the less.)
complaining time!
i have a few minits before i need to go to class so im going to take this chance to complain. i’m bored i’m tired i’m cold. it sucks. on the plus side i’m starting work tonight! hell yea for making monay! on the bad side, the pants i have to wear are FUGLY… think khaki dickies a la 1980… yeah F.U.G.L.Y. i hate them. im gonna ask if i can get different ones. oh...
nervous!!
so i have a job orientation tonight… I’M SO NERVOUS… i mean it’s really not a huge deal but they didn’t tell me what we’d do or who would be there. they just told me to dress nice and show up here at this time.. so it’s not that i’m nervous exactly.. i just don’t like not knowing what’s gonna happen… oh and it’s waaaay out in...
YAY!
so i’ve been working on this vegetarian lifestyle for just a few days now and i’ve lost 5lbs already!! i’m so excited! and i feel great like more energetic!
“Here’s to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round...”
– Jack Kerouac (via quote-book)
DO. IT.
go to pandora radio and make a beatles and the like station.. then go to the busiest place on campus and listen to the station while people watching… SOOO FUNNY
whats going on up there??
i feel so dumb… like i know what i need to do but my body won’t do it.. i’m talking about my weight… actually at this moment i’m debating wether to actually post this or not but if youre reading it, obviously i chose to.. i’ve gotten to my record high weight of 200lbs.. that sucks.. i’m 50 overweight and i’m coming to terms with the fact that...
*Big Decision Time*
I’m actually taking one of Oprah’s ideas to heart… I’m going to go vegan-ish. i’m going to be conscious of what i eat and im going to find healthy, natural substitutes for the crap food i’ve been eating and cutting out some fatty meats…. alot of Harpo employees lost weight so i’m hoping for that result too… so here goes… I’ll post...
dancing around my kitchen
bein a loon… dancin to the beatles while baking lemon poppyseed bread is AWESOME cause NO ONE CARES…. cause theyre all busy doing something important while im goofing off getting my exercise and having a wonderful time… man talk about endorphins
January 2011
27 posts
“I believe that IMAGINATION is stronger than KNOWLEDGE. That MYTH is more potent...”
– Robert Fulghum (All I Really Need to Know I Learned in Kindergarten)
bring it on mother nature
i spent like 45 minits this morning getting things together for the storm. i’ve got flashlights, salt,wood,lighters,radio powered by battery and all the blankets piled up in the living room… go ahead mother nature gimme your best shot :P
for alex and julie
who ARENT in the 314 feel lucky.. we’re expecting 6-10 inches of snow tomaro and ice on tuesday… my parents have taken precautions in case the power goes out.. at least we still have wood left for a fire!! im sure i’ll have some snow pics up soon
hmmm
a year and a half… that feels like such a loooong time but then i look back at everything we’ve done and i remember all of it… and i can’t remember shiit… i remember standing in the middle of a park at 2 oclock in the morning when he officially asked me out(dont ask why we were there at 2am.. it’ll get you in trouble lol) i remember standing in another park at 2...
“Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say...”
– Robert Sexton
found a place to live!!
now that i have a job im going to work my ass off and save at least 400 dollars so i can move in with my friend Amanda and the woman she rents with Trish. Trish is the mom of one of our friends. they just started renting a new house RIGHT ACCROSS THE STREET FROM MERAMEC…. talk about conveinence right? i’d only be paying 200 a month, no paying for food (unless it’s for mine and...
ATTENTION EVERYONE
I GOT THE JOB!!! that is all….
this is sooo wrong..
so a girl i know just got broken up with. she has a son and has neglected him to spend time with this boyfriend. he broke up with her and in a desperate attempt to keep him she claimed she had a miscairrage… she does this everytime she gets broken up with. she thinks that claiming to miscarry a baby will make them stay.. shes been doing this since highschool. how wrong is that? this...
the job gods must love me
i have stumbled upon an awesome job opportunity. i was browsing craigslist for jobs when i saw one for waterway car wash. i thought “hey i know someone who works there” i didn’t know if they were still hiring and i had nothing left to lose so i applied. i got one interview today and i have another tomaro. i think i got it. this job could be SOOOO beneficial… 8 an hr plus...
“One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain.”
– Bob Marley (via clongetch)
“It is better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to open one’s mouth and...”
– Abraham Lincoln (via kari-shma)
SNOW DAY!!!
one of the perks of being at an all commuter school i guess.. every st louis c.c campus is closed! im hoping to go see chris and nialate him with snowballs but im not entirely sure if i can get out of the driveway… pics to follow
looking on craigslist for rental houses..
see two bedroom for 600 a month
get super excited!
… find out it’s in Jonesburg MO…
SUPER DISAPOINTED… where is the HELL is jonesburg MO??????
first day at meramec :)
well it went pretty well.. i only had two classes though and all we did was go over the syllabi.. i think im gonna like it here… if we get the dosage right on my concerta… ive been really jittery and shaky… i’m definately speeding(unintentionally though) idk if i like it. i mean i can get my stuff done but the feeling ive been getting is kinda annoying… i have to have...
just cause..
i just thought i’d blog a bit before my laptop dies for the night.
i needed somewhere to gush about my boy.. i love how supportive he is of me. and how committed he is. we had a bit of a fight the other night but we worked it out. i love that i can tell him ANYTHING. i love how much he loves me… let me rephrase that.. i can’t believe how much he loves me.. and i love it. i think...
yay for complaining online cause no one will...
i have to move out.. like yesterday…. this whole living with my parents deal? NOT FREAKING WORKING…. i mean i dont WANT to resent my parents but theyre leaving me no choice… theyre always on my ass for the same thing which im working on fixing(getting a job, getting medicated for add.. well im not working on that. i dont want meds) but im looking for jobs HARDCORE and they DONT...
IT SNOWED!!!!!
it’s so pretty.. i just hope i can get my car out so i can go see chris… or any of my other plans like: shopping with kaitlyn, seeing chris, going bowling with neal chris and neals new girlfriend, well i guess i’ll wait a bit for dad to shovel the driveway… back to bed i go!
why are boys so dumb?? (help needed)
ok so here the situation..
i went home early after hanging out with chris. he tells me he’s hanging out with one of his guy friends.. i see on fb that he’s hanging out with more guys and a girl that i SEVERELY dislike and dont trust because of her personally hurting me in the past and bringing alll kinds of stupid drama(chris KNOWS this).. and theyre drinking…
i ask him about...
something WILL change...
i have alot to say so i’m not gonna really worry about punctuation or spelling or whathaveyou…
ive decided that it’s time to grow up. i feel like ive been scared to grow up like being an adult was something to avoid. but ive gotten a hold of myself and its time. if i plan on moving out within this year i need to get a job and save alot of money. im currently working on that.
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