This is me.. This is my life...

i have to move out.. like yesterday…. this whole living with my parents deal? NOT FREAKING WORKING…. i mean i dont WANT to resent my parents but theyre leaving me no choice… theyre always on my ass for the same thing which im working on fixing(getting a job, getting medicated for add.. well im not working on that. i dont want meds) but im looking for jobs HARDCORE and they DONT GET IT.

last night i spent the night at my friends house. my parents wanted me home at 8.. fine no big deal.. but then i get 3 texts from my dad reminding me to home at 8 then a text at 730 telling me to wake up and get dressed so i can be home at 8… AM I STILL A FUCKING KINDERGARDENER?? no! I’M 19 YEARS OLD. i know how to get places on time… i just dont understand why theyre doing this. im doing every fucking thing theyre telling me to but it’s JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH…. im working on getting a job so i can move out with my friend and our boyfriends (yeah my parents dont know about the boys… they can SUCK IT)

thats all for now…