just cause..
i just thought i’d blog a bit before my laptop dies for the night.
i needed somewhere to gush about my boy.. i love how supportive he is of me. and how committed he is. we had a bit of a fight the other night but we worked it out. i love that i can tell him ANYTHING. i love how much he loves me… let me rephrase that.. i can’t believe how much he loves me.. and i love it. i think all this good moddieness is from the concerta i started a few days ago. it’s for ADD and i’ve been reluctant to try it for a few years now cause the last time i took it, it made me angry but now it’s making me HAPPY… what is this? lol but im ok with it. i havnt really been happy in a while (even though chris makes me happy) but right now? im happy with myself, my choices, my life… i feel like all the chips are falling where they should.
the best text i could ever get? “you WILL be my wife” this is what chris sent me after i confessed to him that i was worried that one day i won’t be good enough for him, not because i’m not good but because he’ll deserve more than me. i swear i smiled all night. he is the one constant in my life. i am confident i will love him forever wether we’re together in the future or not.
anyway that’s pretty much it. school starts tomaro.. we’ll see how that goes.. oral communications and dance aerobics… heck yes
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my dad just facebook chatted me. he said “nighty night, daddy loves you doo dee doo dee doo” that was his little good night song he would sing to me when i was like 5… he’s a dork but it made me smile… ps? he’s in the next room… yeah thats how we do…
