what just happend here?
just so you know. i’m only putting this here as opposed to facebook because i’m pretty sure no one on here knows who i’m talking about…
anyway, so at like 9 tonight i get a call from one of my best friends… shes crying harder than i ever heard her cry before. so i’m thinking some stuff went down with one of her friends. now you need to know that she just found out she was pregnant and thinking about an abortion (she had no other choice.. she’s even against abortion and didnt see an alternative). so anyway i get to where she is (a mutual friends house) and she’s laying down on the bed ballilng her eyes out. it turns out she fell on her stomach and had a miscarraige. so aside from the stress of that, one of her “friends”(the current girlfriend of the mutual friend and the girl who was claiming miscarraiges herself) started giving her shit for it and talking bad about her to her face, while shes laying on the bed clutching her stomach in pain. i mean i’ve never seen more pain in someone’s eyes before. so now things are ten times worse, chris and i are comforting her while her parents come and pick her up. now normally when i say i wanna kill someone i dont mean it…. however this girl giving her shit (carli) is soooo out of line and soooo over due for an ass kicking (no one will do it cause she has a kid) that i’m about to do it. i swear she has crossed the line and screwed over too many people to ever be forgivin…. i can’t even comprehend how low carli went with this… i have a bruise on my knuckle from hitting my car window… i’ve never been this angry in my LIFE.
….so what just happend here… like i dont even feel like it happend… if that makes sense… like i’ll wake up tomaro and it will have been a dream…. i wish that could happen…